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hehe..


kak sharlene add aku! waah rindu plak kat sis tu. she's so sweet. i still remember once i made her cry. baik, kan? it was at sheffs game, on the way back to LB. in tha coach, my seat was next to hers n abg eijam's. we talked about stuffs and out of blue, without intentionally meaning anything, dgn muka selamba aku tanya dia, "akak dah ready nak balik next week?"...i mean, no harms, rite? i wasn't even thinking. tetiba kak sharlene nangis! ya Allah. glabah aku~ dah la abg eijam sbelah jek! hehe. topek plak ckp "ayook...dia nangis". wuaaa...then i got it. Deeer! mestilah sedih nk tinggalkan orang tersayang. yep, i knew i wasn't keeping up with the pace. slow sket sbb otak froze. sejuk ler katekan.


after few mins, she was kinda OK~ kinda. then, we spoke for a lil bit and now, she came out with the question "nasha nak balik mesia tak?". guess what i replied. i took the meek out of her. i prenteded crying and said the exact words she mentioned before she became lost of words. that means, bursting out crying at abg eijam's laps. hehe. jahat, kan? but she was cool. huh.


i was gonna cry myself seeing how hopeless this whole thing is for them. sacrifice and commitment have to go along with those newlyweds. tabah sungguh kak sharlene. just imagine if i were to be in her shoes. the only one person i cudn't let go off is mama. i don't have that special 'someone'.


but okeh nasha. lets say you were married and you were to be in that position.


hurrmmm...to be honest, i can't. lol. i can't imagine it. i donno why. i can't see myself being with D guy that i like. let alone imagining myself married! i can imagine myself being around kids though :). ugh. i'm starting to talk craps. better shut up.


anyway! my point is that, semoga Allah permudahkan hubungan kak sharlene n abg eijam. bagus la diorang. well, eventually, this will all over and they'll end up living in a house on their own and live happily ever after with their cute babies. Insyallah. Allah sayang orang yg bersabar. :)


okeh la. bla dulu. don't feel like talking anymore.

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