so many things happening

so many things happening.


there's this fren of mine who did something rather bad to the other fren of mine. me, as a fren, tatau nk ckp cammane. dah kasik hint2, dia still tertanya tanya what he did wrong. so i just left him, not speaking to him. aku nak nasihat dia? cummon~ ntah2 aku lg jahil drpd dia. but then again, what he did was a lot worse...
pastu, ade hati plak nk ajak aku kluar afta what happened. igt aku tak tahu~ and yes, it was a trick. that's why i said yes. seriously, mann. you shudda known better!


people say ur cute n "look" innocent. i say, the hell with that. you said sorry when you don't even know what the cause is. lol. sorry doesn't cut it, oke. especially when you can't even figure out what it is.


sigh...but then again, it is YOUR life and you can think yourself what is good and what is not. who am i to interrupt. well, for now, i guess, i'll just keep myself quiet coz i know at some point in UK, we'll still meet. i suppose.


on the other hand, mamat lg sorang ni plak tgh ignore aku which i think is nonsense. lol. seriouslyy weii. is that how u get girls to like youuu? well, i'mm nott meltinggggg! :P was i being to harsh that now, you don't even wanna talk to me? i thot you said you were gonna make things right. is not speaking to me part of the plan? T_T well, you're making my life miserable.
hurmmm...actually, it's not that bad :)......knowing that i'm probably losing a fren is what so terrifying............this whole thing sucks big time.
people, don't say love to me coz i'll be ur worse nightmare :(...........i do what i think is best. blehh~ like i know anything that's best for me. but, having you telling me how you feel abt me, i think that was cool :)



to come and think of it, i've come a looooooooooongg way. dulu payah beno nk ckp "No"......
but nowwww, it's "No" allllllllllllllllllll the way.

well, look on the bright side! at least i know it's good for my health ;) no one wud get hurt afterwards.

for now, i'll be fineeee~