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Assalamualaikum mon cher :)

this funny hormon of mine is really dirving me crazy. kejap happy kejap tensen. bila tensen rasa mcm nk belasah semua org je. bila dah happy (walaupon takde sebab) pon rasa mcm nk belasah org sbb aku tanak this feeling to go away knowing sooner or later aku akn tensen blk. bare with me.

tensen psl autodesk maya ni ha. tak dpt2 lagi. mmg kene jugak beli cdnye. cari kat torrent tp cam hape je. so, nk call kazenku, abg sheb la mintak dia tlg belikan. pirate pnyaa :D:D:D hua2. kurang pahala posa. nk bid online pon, at least 300++. tatau la aku cari betol ke tak. hee :)

yesterday, dlm painting class, i made friend with jack or mark, whatever his name was (haha. and i said i made a freind ...) sambil basuh brush, kitorang lepaskan feeling memasing psl maya tu. he's also my classmate for 3D and Multimedia. dia pon complain mahal gila lah pa suma n blajar utk term ni je. cammna student nk buat yg terbaik kalo bleyh guna software tu time ade klass je. which is only like once a week.

ayah ke michigan today. the whole day..next week, isnin ada iftar kat rumah kitorang dan terawih berjemaah. yey. jemput 10 family terdekat je kat2 area sini. dining table baru sampai :) lusa, insyaAllah brg mesia sampaaaai. yey. sabtu ni, esok ada tadarus al-quran. double yey. not sure where tho. p dgn anty zaini. after monday next week, ayah takda kat ruamh 3 days..ke washington. actually, esok sabtu. pon ayah takda. p mana tah. i need to keep on track.

aku kat oakton ni. tgh tunggu kul 10.55. masuk kelas sejam awal. nk practice guna bloody software tuu la. hesh. sabaq ateeqa..
lama tak dgr ceta rai. wuwuu. org len sebok prep for raya, aku sebok prep for speech, project and assignments T__T (btw, kelas painting, 1 projek dah siap! bleh bawak lukisan balik..:D:D embarassment ade lah. mine was ugleyh).

esh, tak puas raya kat mesia. rasa mcm tak penah dpt duit raya! 5 taon raya kat uk, last year blk mesia, raya tensen2 (spm), kalut2. igt nk qada raya best2 taon ni. tapi tak juge. hehe. takpa2, raya taon ni mesti best pnya, tak kisah raya mana, pon noh ;) sini pon kawan ramai, family ade (except my along..wuwuu).

sayonara!