Lunch bersama prof, doktor n students uitm, Last dinner with Ustadz Wan n fam

MALAYSIAN Students Meeting with Datuk Radin in MSD office

Assalamualaikum :)

rite! sabtu haritu, lepas kelas, ayah mai jemput aku kat kolej. kelas habis lambatt..pukul 12 lebih baru keluar :( kesian ayah..dah la i bailed on him! ayah call, fon aku NASIB BAIK on silent klo tak, kene rosak points aku. dari dlm poket, aku offkan. bila dah abeh kelas try switch on fon, dah tak bleh! mampuih sudah ke fon aku? wuuu :'( ape la nasib. so, nk call ayah ckp aku dah abeh kelas tak bleh. nasib baik dari tadi ayah setia menunggu aku dlm kereta pejabat. ayah drive kereta tu sbb ada sorang doktor n prof dari uitm n 3 org bdk2 IIT yg buat internship tu ada skali. ayah ajak depa mai lunch kat rumah. doktor tu nk blk mesia petang tuh...

Douglas Engelbart
The Man who invented the first computer mouse.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas_Engelbart
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/1633972.stm

dlm kereta tu, kami start la sembang. lol. BARU nk start sembang! teruk betol..padehal dah byk kali depa mai mkn kat rumah aku. teruk nye :(..they're all nice n friendly.

dgn abg izmir yamin, the inventor, byk jugak sembang dgn dia. i've talked about him in the last few posts. dia tanye pasal ambition aku..nk duit ke or tak kisah?..or something along the line. well, aku ckp, tak kisah kot..aku pompuan. lol. WHAT A LOW SELF ESTEEM suck ass was i being. lol. harap maaf. tp terase mcm loser pulak. see..that's the problem. im never good at replying people at instances. lol. bila fikir balik, sbnrnya, cita2 aku agak tinggi what. aku nak tolong orang. insyaAllah. in order to do that, maybe, having an adequate ammount of money would really help...of cos, kalo nk tlg secara extravagant la. what i mean by that, aku nk ke south africa pegi ke orphanage n meet the people, palestine n really feel what our bro n sis are going through, infaq/waqaf/sedekah bina surau/masjid..u get me. therefore, niat kalau nk kerja buat duit banyak sgt mulia kalau kena dgn niat kan. na'uzubillah himinzaleek lah jgn niat tu terpesong bila dah dapat duit bercambah.

picture with the legend...jelesnye..

but then, when i say tak kisah tu, in my mind i thought, since im the woman, i MUST BE THERE my for family. husband n kids. it's not an easy task, juggling your household n carrier. andd really, being there for them and CREATING family yg terbaik dan berguna, would give such contentment to one's life but yet again, it' not an easy task. menjaga anak is an ujian but also the greatest gift. and we wouldnt wanna take it for granted. otherwise sampai bila2 anak tu kita rasa mcm ujian sentiasa~ may Allah give me strength. ini pon dinamekan ibadah, what. kan?

conference.

at the same time, there are a lot of women who succedd the juggling. so, i've decided that whatever it is, ima go with my passion because then, i would not have any other option but only to produce my best and never feel like a burden. i have to have the passion otherwise how can i go far with my undertakings? what i mean by going far is including being happy and make money at the same time. kalo tak dpt duit sebanyak yg di idamkan, jgn kene..there's always the option of upgrading your effort or else, just pikir mungkin byk ni je yg tuhan nk bg kat aku sbb itu yg terbaik! mana tau aku kalo dpt rezqi lebih sket nnt aku jd bongkak, lupe nk bersyukur n joli duit kat benda yg tak berfaedah..sesungguhnye Allah Maha Mengetahui. and else, we could think, yg ini pon cukup dah kot..imagine org yg lgsg takde ape.

basically bersyukur with what you get and bersyukkur for what you dont get. statement ini subjektif dan boleh di interpret dgn pelbagai meanings. jd, fikir yg positif2 sajah :) because whatever it is, org yg sentiasa bersyukur, INSHAALLAH, CONFIRM tuhan akn murahkan rezqi. yang penting, berjaya dunia dan akhirat. strive as though we're gonna live forever, but pray as though we're gonna die tomorrow.

menu for our Malaysian friends! :)

so anyway, kul 2, mereka mula beransur ke airport. ayah hantar..dia tanya aku tak ikot ke? kate, takk..lol. ayah tak ajak! haha..kalo tak, nk je. bored, u know. slalu weekend byk plan. tapi harini stay rumah je, masak, tunggu or dtg. weather kat luar SEDAP plak tuh. haih. depa teringin nk men ping pong sbnarnye..tapi tak sempat sbb sembang lame. sedangkan aku sendiri tak pernah lagi main ping pong sejak beli mejanye aritu. haih. study selagi masih berdiri! quote abg izmir:P mlm, family anty sara, anty ita n ustadz mai..dinner together with them for the last time. :( dpea mai kul 8 mlm, n balik kul 11.30...

Ayah's visit to San Fransisco with ketua pengrah.

oh ye! aku tanye balik ape plan beliau..dia ckp, nk bukak company aerospace yg buat fuel. semua product mesia n actually it's cehaper. he got it all figured out, insyaAllah Allah make it easy for him. teringat plak kat hafiz ble ckp bab2 aerospace nih. dua2 akn berjaya pnya lah insyaAllah. but wow! such inspiration. mengharumkan nama negara dan agama :) my prayers be with u.

sok ape plan? berkumpul kat hotel hampton kul 9.15..kul 9.45, bergerak ke airpot o'hare...:(