Ya Allah...what a tragic..
as i was done with the packing for purdue, suddenly mama received a phone call that was about to change everything. it was ayah. he said he needed to fly to Kansas right now. A private malaysian student committed suicide. Chinese. identity, unknown. how and why he killed himself, ayah hasnt told us yet.
what a tragic. but it's expected..statistic has it that most common for suicidal actions to take place occur amongst the chinese private students. i was taken aback. so it's really true. every year there's at least one case and anty enson (previous officer) had warned us that.
ayah is gonna be seriously pre occupied because he is responsible to settle up this case. he's gona be away for some time. he has to report to KPT of this tragic incident. he may have to escord the dead body back to malaysia.
13 students from purdue and michigan are coming over tonight for dinner and sleep over. the plan still has to proceed even without ayah. i'm supposed to be away tonight with kat nazirah and the mich students to purdue for the program usrah.
since ayah's gona be away............i dont have any other option but to cancel my trip to purdue :'( percaye lah. aku sgt sedih..the death, ayah's absence, and aku tak dapat pegi program usrah tu. T__T takpe. ade hikmah. lebih mulia kalau aku duduk rumah jaga anip, mama n along..along baru lagi kat sini. already they werent gona celebrate raya without me. now, they cant celebrate raya without me AND ayah. so, i gotta stay. i'd have to sacrifice.
what a way to go~...sigh
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