noblescent

a personal blog

Safety at the expense of leaving your loved ones

Renad, the aspiring chef from Gaza has safely been deported to another country. 

She said she misses her mom. Can you imagine being cherry picked to be brought to a safe place, as if your life is valued more than that of your own mother, father and other family members? You may have a shelter now wi…

Cerita CV

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I have this feeling yang merangka CV is very humbling. Humbling sgt in a sense that subhanallah that selama ini Allah beri kita semangat, tenaga, kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk endure pelbagai benda. Sangat humbling jugak sebab kita takkan tahu weth…

Silence is a silent killer.

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Alhamdulillah. Hidup lagi saya hari ini. Saya sdg busy giler sekarang ni. Tapi kalau saya tak buat masa untuk menulis, tak mungkin saya akan menulis sampai hujung tahun ni. It's 7pm right now and I'm at the library. You'd know people …
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Hey...how are you feeling after the senior project presentation? Honestly, I feel a little bad.
Uh oh. That's not a good sign.

Many people turn arrogant when things don't go their way. More so than when things do, apparently. We start to q…

Written vs Oral Tradition

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Attaining Knowledge

Dr. Kamran Riaz gave a lecture at the masjid last week speaking about the Etiquette's of Attaining Knowledge from Islamic Perspective. Some of the points that I had down...

In many educational institutes, when one gets into …

Rewarding Pain.

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Ok. Dah berapa kali draft ni. Kalau entry field ni kertas, dah banyak pokok saya bazir.

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. Target sem ni, dok kat kampus 7:30 - 9pm. If I was a mom, this would sum an epic fail for the role I play. But the point is, I&#…

We don't live to die.

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"It's hard living everyday knowing the condition in Palestine. It's the other part of me.
I feel hopeless. Incompetent."

In times of hardship and trial, please don't you ever feel incompetent and hopeless. The feeling of desp…

Midwest Game 2014 & Laments.

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May Allah protect us from our own feelings. Amin.

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.
Tuhan yang menjadikan summer dan Tuhan yang Al-Wali, melindungi kami dari bencana. Last weekend was a Midwest …

Purification from Inside Out.

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Subhanallah..menarik3. Ada kenalan saya ni menangis sbb tak dpt pergi kelas almaghrib. ee kenapalah kenapalah kenapalah. macam budak2. tolonglah. every single time. hampir2 dia nak sewa Ford 250 sbb dah takda kereta lain dah. lol. i don't even…

He's there for you, even when you're not.

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I said to myself, "Ya Allah, I don't even know my priorities anymore" :'(
I question my iman. I question my jihad. 

Seminit saya check old messages in inbox from Zaytuna College by Hamza Yusuf and bumped into this.
"And help one…

Meat Delivery - We do not deny any of our Lord's blessings:)

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Rezeki Allah tu, sungguh ada dimana2.

Let's do the five thing on rezqi...

Rezqi masa untuk siapkan assignmentRezqi critique yang memberansangkanRezqi ilmu Rezqi makanan (lunch + dinner) - samosa, cupcake, chips and salsa and kurma from Chai Cha…

'Itiraf - Confession

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I accidentally banged my hand in the wall just now. Careless walk.
The pain tasted like wasabi. You know...the kind of pain when you're there and then in the moment, you suddenly know for sure that you exist, this whole world and its entirety …